I remember your beautiful smile,
your dark brown peaceful eyes,
your dark curly hair,
your voice,
your clothes, your favorite same clothes which you liked to wear most of the time, it was brown in colour with some orange colour curve lines on it, or a black colour clothe with scattered yellow flowers,
your plain black colour trousers which you always wear,
and also the shape of your hands (which I don't know why am I imaging, it's just you i guess)...
I remember the day when I actually removed all the dragon eye fruits' seeds and shells, slowly fed you and placed into your mouth one by one, it was the very first time and also the last, as if i knew something was gonna happen...
You said you wished you could watch me till the day when I graduated, until I got married, and perhaps be a doctor to find for the cure... Although I knew I would not be a doctor, but there were chances that I might be a psychologist instead (Hope so)...
I Miss your sweet and bright smile.
Miss your warm hand when you hold me...
Miss the food that you cooked, especially your special fried noodles, or even the food you bought from somewhere else, just any store.
Miss those days when three of us sat in front of the television and watched WWF together.
Sometimes we watched cartoons too. Well, kids.
Miss those time when you were acting like a kid, meanwhile played toys with us.
Miss those days when you brought us to participate in drawing contests, and you were always there, waiting for us until the end of the competitions.
Miss those days when we went to Tioman together, swimming in the wonderful sea, sitting on the sand watching people, boats or craps, eating nice and delicious sea food, and we were actually spending time together. And you are pretty good at swimming too, haha. By the way, i like your awesome "punching style" which you used to do, miss them a lot too.
Miss those songs that you sang to us
Miss seeing your shadow from your back too...
All the supports that you always give.
All the loveliness, kindness, patience and positive thoughts that you showed.
All the things you did that made us smile, made us laugh together.
All the gossips that we (indicated those 'adults') used to tell, I'm a listener, for all the time.
All the things that you taught us....
Whatever we wanted, you will not hesitate for even a second to fulfill our wishes (if possible).
Hope you are here.
All I can say is that I do really miss you, always do.
How are you up there? Should be doing good, right? :D
By the way, could your little dumb granddaughter who knows only sleeping and eating make an appointment with you tonight? Perhaps we could meet somewhere somehow in my dream? Will take it as 'yes' then. :) 'Cause I have lots and lots of things to tell you...
